More and More Updates

Ok so I am here...I have moved again, but I have met my roommate.

I have gone to orientation and I am beginning to make some crazy decisions...

I arrived back at CFNI at about 2 on tuesday to find that both of my roommates were still not there and had not arrived yet...mom goes to talk to the assistant dean of womens and we discover that both of my roomates are infact Koreans, which is not a problem, but I would have been all alone and I would have been the one and only English speaking person...which would really stink.

S0 despite my arguments mother proceeds to get me another dorm...the person who I am rooming with everyone is like YOU WILL LOVE HER!!! so excitement is in the air...I walk in and one of the girls that was living here was moving out to become an RA and she was very nice and said all great things about the roommate I would be staying with just like everyone else did.

She never shows up...which isnt a big deal because I have to get set up and get comfortable, We then go to walmart and get back around 9:3o and she is still not here...no biggie still had things to get done and everyone had told me she was working...get everything finished...about 10:3o my parents leave me alone...so I go to my bed and I write...about the time I finish what I was writing it is about 11:50-12ish...and she walks in the door...we get to talking a while and I realize I really really like her she is very nice and very chill but not super girly and laid back to the full extent.

We talk for a while and then we head to bed...about 7:30 this morning I am awakened by the loud clash of the trash being emptied outside my room...so I sit up and go get ready...about 8:30 I leave my room and head to orientation...when I get there I meet my friend Michele who is also living in this area...excitement...for about 2 hours we listen to everyone talk...and then we go to lunch and come back for Music Orientation...made some big decisions concerning worship band...I dont think I am going to join, the only reason for this is I feel like I need to make the decision and move to push myself out of my comfort zone...and If I am going to go into youth ministry...mayb then I need to learn to be more outgoing...so i am pushing myself out of music which is where I am most comfortable and I am going to try out for the drama team for a thing called remnant...which is something I have also been very involved in...and hopefully I will like and I will make the team if not I am going to try out for their music team...

I just feel like if am a part of a traveling team then I will be able to better get out of my shell and get to know people better...I just think that God is wanting me to try something that is out of what I am comfortable doing...also I feel like by joining a CFNI team I am required to do and be so much...which I can do and I can step up to the challenge, but I feel as if I need to take my first semester to worry about my relationship with God and getting closer to Him

None of this is set in stone this is just my current thoughts on life and no decision is completely made...but please stand in faith with me as I make decisions...Encounter Retreat tomorrow and I am so very excited to see what God is about to do =] Blog again Saturday...wont have time time tomorrow or friday